The Beautiful Memories we Shared;

like my personal messgae says:"SQUAD4: i'll be loving you... LOVE, ME."

i just suddenly thought of the slide shows, where we saw ourselves inside 'Area7 Superstar'.... OH MY GAWD!!!! HAHAS.then i thought of our "Love, Me".
yah. very emo now.

went for Inter-Unit Quiz Comp. right before POP.didn't really have mood for the Comp. though.rushed thru' the crowd immediately after we were dismissed!when other schools are so disciplined, MARCHing, we were running past.oh, but JT ran ZIG-ZAG.we believed he at least cut 20squads lor,with complaints like: "wah. this boy cut squad sia!" LOL.paiseh ah.
when we finally rushed into the bus, we got the phone calls and learnt that the parade has to start without us.
WAH. SAD LAH!!!!!
not because i couldn't command the Unit, but 'cos we can't have our last parade tgt.and we don't get to throw berets.
but then meanwhile, Turtle cheered all of us up by his cutest laugh-and-fall-and-roll. HA.
well, at least we were on time for the Ceremony...

seriously..
the moment i looked at that banner, i cry lor.[i said i won't!!!!!! t.t]
time really flies.

three+ years ago,
i decided to join NPCC.
that was with passion, and another secret reason xD
being initially recruited as new cadets of the Unit, we were all very blur.
Then we were introduced to OUR Ma'am Jocelyn......

所谓：冰冻三尺非一日之寒，throughout those Years, we built up our bonds.
going through thick and thin, we understand one another even better.
knowing of one anothers' problems and fears,
joy and malu-ations.

there is one competition that i really have to mention:
Tug-Of-War during Area Games Day 'o6.
IT WAS CRAZY MAN.
in the slideshow, they showed a picture of us after winning Tuggie.
most obvious person was shiyi who was laughing and crying and screaming and everything.
i tell you, that was no joke.
That experience was totally.... overwhelmed with happy tears.you got the experience of fighting so hard, cheering soo hard for your team and YOU WIN.
the whole Nan Chiau Unit really hugged tgt and cry.
I would never ever forget that kind of feeling man;it's hard to get it in future life, because you don't get to bond and do crazy stuffs much often.let alone winning as a team.

many other pictures were also shown,which i don't even rmb having taken.it's like.. sometimes you just miss paying attention to sth in your life.and now that you know it's going to be over,you're so sad and regretful over it.

the literal flashback-of-memories also showed pictures of CAMPCRAFT TEAM.
i could still rmb helping liting pitch the flag 'cos she had backbone problem.
i could still rmb training for gadget till our fingers bled.
i could still rmb myself crying like hell because i couldn't finish my gadget before 12mins.
i could still rmb us rushing to baoyi the moment the flagpole fell and hit her head.
i could still rmb the lame moments, the quarelling moments, and eveything else.
and of 'cos, i could still rmb us crying panickly when the flagstuff wasn't well-done at first in the competition.

then i also thought of FDT.
it was where i first got to know my Rifle Drills.
it was when we had to train so often for the Fancy Drills.
it was when we got to bond more with our Ma'am and Seniors.

then, SYF.oh my god. really miss it.
the days when we carried heavy M16 and marched around the Unity Square for how many rounds.
the days when we got to meet Sir Sameer!!! HA. outta point.
the days when we only got to meet our very own squadmates very very occasionally.
the days we snatched buses with other Units, sticking to our own squadmates always.
the days we had to rushed from school, no matter how tired, and train till late evening.

next, courses.
LMSC!: got late tgt, got scolded tgt...ha.
very fun.
And WE GOT PRAISED by Sir Kim Liang FOR OUR UNITY.
omg.

last but not least, was us getting our Posts.
i really hated my post at first man. 'cos i wanted DRILLS.
but then time flies and i soon got use to my duties,
with the exception of having to work with JT. HA!

i see my squadmates taking up leaderhsip roles and taking squads, some others plan activites, some help out with logistics, some teach drills, some teach campcraft and stuffs.

That was how we grew up.Experiences, like water, gathered us these very-separated sands into a mud.

however, i won't say we're perfect.there're still things left UNDONE.
and i haven't forgotten, even until our POP.
that is: where're our Seniors' presents?
if we didn't give that to them,we shouldn't have deserved all these today.

And only until today had i realised that when you give someone a present,SINCERITY is very important.only with sincerity, would the receiver feel touched.

but sadly, the Unit isn't as bonded.the juniors won't really feel anything that their seniors 're leaving.just like us not really feeling much when our seniors left.so when we presented our performances,it was for the sake of performing to see them off.Did we perform it WHOLEheartedly?

But from that Seniors'-present thing, i learnt a very good lesson,which is, to persevere till the end.and i applied that when i was doing the Unit Mag.you may criticise about the mag ALL YOU WANT,but i'll still smile.
"it's an achievement", that was what Sir Derrick told me.
as long as you try your best, and complete what you really want to,it's an achievement.

anyway, time has past.
Passed Out today.
bid last Goodbyes to our squadmates.

there would not be much/anymore chances for us to walk to compass like a crazy bunch of 3-yr-olds.neither could we still gather and do drills like before.nor to even have dinner tgt.

so at the end of the post,
all im going to say is:
SQUAD4: i'll be loving you... LOVE, Me.

[same old thing:]
loves,Jocelyn ='D

*better colour-contrast and paragraphing in my blog.
**pictures NEXT TIME =')